Actually,smilenotthatdifficult

　　JusttojuniorhighschoolofI,foreverythingaround,moreandmoreannoying.

　　Clearlyisachildnow,butwasforcedtofacetheworld.

　　Facingtheburdenonthehomework,Ialmostcollapseanyway,firstexam,buttodoit,sogradefrustrationattwentynethinimsname,althoughfacewerestillfalsesmile,buteverydayinthebearwithsomeoneelse'speculiareye,"beforethefirst,nowhavebecomemorethantwohundred!"

　　Iendurenottolive,oncethoughthecan'tstandthefalseoftheworld,butinthehome,haveaheartofapeaceofmind.

　　Althoughthereisnosuchconfidence,butatleastalittlereassuringhimself.

　　Inthefaceofhomework,Istrivetooneselfzhankaiasmile,likethesunshinebeautifulsmile,whilesomethinglikeadoseofmedicine,comfortmyheartscar.

　　Actually,thedefeatofitdoesn'tmatter,Isimplyfatesmile,smiletomyself,thisworldalsonotsobig,Icancertainlyclimbedthemountain""

　　Onasunnyafternoon,Ilookedatthesky,tooneselfzhankaiabigsmile...