Mycollegelife

　　Asasophomore,Iamfeelingthetimeflies.Recallingaboutthepastoneyear,somanythoughtsarefloodinginmymind.Atthistime,Ijustcan鈥檛tellmyrealidea.Thememoryisjustlikesofresh,andallthethingshappenedyesterday!

　　WhenfirstdayIcametoUniversity,Ireallyfeelthattheschoolisverygood,butatthefirstsightofthedormitory,somethingdisappointingcomeuptome!Theconditionofthedormitoryisreallyverypoorwithonlyoneroom,nolavatory!Isawsomethingsadinmyfather鈥檚eyes,maybethattimehethoughtofthepoorcondition!Sowithabigsmileonmyface,Itoldmyfather鈥itdoesn鈥檛matter,Dad.Inthiskindofcondition,Iwillgetmyselfbetter!鈥Myfatherfeltbetter.Butwhenhewascomingback,seeinghisback,Ijustwantedtocry!IfeltinthiscityIwasjustisolated,fromthattime,Isaidtomyself,鈥youhavenootherswhocanhelpyouhere,justdependonyourself鈥

　　AndthenIcametomydormitory303.IconsideredthatIwouldspendfouryearshere(infactImovedtoanotheroneyearlater)andmydormmatesareallthere.MostofthemcamefromSichuanandtheywerechattingwithahappyvoice,butIcan鈥檛understandthem!Again,Ifeltmyselfisolated!Ihatedthatkindoffeeling,andthenIsaidtohellotothem!Tomysurprisetheyareveryfriendlytomeandwarm-hearted!Inolongerfeltafraid.AndIgotalongwellwiththem.Butatthefirstnighthere,IburstouttotearsforthatIwasmissingmyfamily.Idon鈥檛knowwhy.EverydaywhenIwasathome,Iwasjusteagertogotoschool,toexperiencethewonderfulcollegelifebutwhencominghere,Iamjusteagertogoback!It鈥檚quitestrangethough,youmustknowthiskindoffeeling!

　　Justspendingabout2dayshere,wewereonourwaytomilitarytrain.Tous,it鈥檚afreshtrainandakindofexperiencetoknowthelifebetweentheclassmates.Buttome,Iwasnervousbutexcited.ThiswasmyfirstandprecioustrainlifebecausebeforegoingtoschoolIhavebeenstayingwithmyfamily.So,youknow,it鈥檚justthiskindoffeelingIcan鈥檛conveyitclearly!Thetrainlifeisimpressiveoneverybody;wehadalotofactivities,forexamplegivingaspeechonastageorsingingtogetherorplayingbasketball.Atthattime,Ifeltmyselfsolittleamongthem.Allofthemhaveaspecialtalentbutnotme.Iadmiredthembutmeanwhilejealousy.Whydon鈥檛Ihavethiskindoftalent?AmIstupid?Ialwayssaidtomyself.SothattimeIwasalsoveryambitious,justeagertocatchupwiththem.Excepttheclassmates,thetrainerinourteamalsoleftadeepimpressiononme!Hewasnotveryhandsomeandverykind.Justbecauseofhiskindnessresultsinmylaughterwhentraining.HealwayssaidtomethatIshouldbeseriousintheteambutIdidn鈥檛listentohim.Soafteralongtime,wheninvestigatingthetrainingresult,Igavethemadisappointinganswer.Thehighesttrainersentmetocleanthetoilet,although,itdidn鈥檛meansinsultingtomydignity,butIwasreallysadaboutmyselfandmyheartwashurt.ThatwasasmallthingbuttoldmethatIneedtobeserioustoonething.Andunhappinesspassed,thehappyandfunnytimerecalledmethatfoldingtheblanket.Yeah,it鈥檚reallyveryfunny.Mostofushadneverfoldedtheblanketandnaturallywecan鈥檛accomplishthetaskwell.Whenthemonitorcame,wepleasedhimtohelpustofoldtheblanket.Toourexpect,wemanagedtopersuadethemonitor.Afterthemonitorfinishedthetaskforme.Idarednottotouchtheblanketagainandjustusedtheclothesinsteadoftheblanket.Ofcourse,Ifeltv