Ourgrowingupgradually,wemustfacemoreandmorequestions,somequestionswecanthinktobeclearerandtobethorough.Butwearegrowingthisareafact.Thisisthesocietywhichcompeteshighly,everybodylongedforthatpullsoutthefirstprize.Notonlythatisaphysicalstrengthandthementalabilitycompetition,isalsothepatience,theconfidenceandthewillmarathon.Thelifenotisthehappymatter,theenlightenmentwhichatpresentbutderivesthisoutstandingpersonbymetogatherschoolapexteacherwhoexecutes,Ihaveabrightfuturesurely.ThegrowthletsmeunderstandthatIamnotapersonagain,butiswholefamily'sreposing,IhadunderstoodthisistheresponsibilitywhichIcannotwithdraw.Ilikethiskindhavingtheworryingfeeling,similarly,isalsoonekindofdependence!Thegrowthletsmeunderstandyouwanttheroadisyouchoosesisnototherisassortedthehumantoimposeonyou,youmaycreatethelifewhichonewant,butisnotalldayblaminggodandman!Thegrowthletsmeunderstandthatisassorteddoesnotcompareyourdearones,thedearonesisyourall,thedearonesletyouhavethesenseofbelonging,thedearonesletyou,regardlessofhasfamily'sfeelinginthere,thedearonesareyouarebeinginjuredarethebestpain-killer.Ihopedsincerelyinthefuturecanthehealthgosmoothlythelife.