Borninthecountryside,Icantellyouhowhardthelifeisinacountryside.

　　Yesterday,youngerbrother,indeedheismycousin,toldmehisfatherhadbeeninhospitalforseveraldays,heisnowquiteworriedabouthisfatherandwantedtoknowwhatthediseasewas.Nothavingcalledmyparentsforalongtimeandbeinginthemiddleofworkforover10days,Ireallydidn'tknowwhathadhappenedinmyfamilyandhometown.

　　Inmymemory,myfatherandmothershouldbequitetired,theyhadtostartworkinginthefieldatdaybreak,andthencamebacktillthemoonandstarsshininginthesky.Themealswereusuallyquitesimple,mostlytheyatethevegetablesgrowninthegarden,seldomwenttomarketformeatorfish,onlyinrecentyearstheycouldimprovetheirlifealittlebecausemysistergotmarried,Icouldearnmyownlifeinasmallcity.Thepeopleincountrysidearesimple-hearted,virtuousandstraightforward,Ihopetheycanalllivealonglife.Andallthepeopleincountrysidefearedtobesick,ontheonehand,theycouldnotaffordtoahospital,thecostsinthehospitalmighttakealltheirsavings;ontheotherhand,thosedoctorscouldnotcurethem,sometimestheycouldmaketheirsimplecoldworseorevenkillthem.Itseemedreallysadtoliveincountryside.Wehavenootherchoicebuttobear,sonow,ourparentstaughtusagainandagaintostudyhardinschool,thenmakeanefforttoliveinacity.Yes,now,ifyouarealsobornincountryside,whenyougobacktoyourhometown,youcanhardlyfindayoungmaninthecountryside,allthepeopleleftinthecountrysideareeithertheyoungest---innocentchildrenortheoldest---weakoldmen,whocannottakecareofthemselves.Iftheyaresick,Ireallydon'tknowwhatshouldtheydo.Justlikemyuncle'sson,myyoungerbrotheraskedmewhatheshoulddoifhisfatherwasinhospital,thoughhedidnotknowhowserioushisfather'sdiseasewas!

　　Sohowaboutthelifeinacity?DayafterdayIhadtoworkhardtoearnaliving,theindifferencebetweenmanandman,theoverstressofnon-stophardworkalsomakemewanttoescapefromthecityandgobacktomyhometown.Inthecity,Irichedmyexperience;inthecity,Idonotneedtocarewheretotreatmyillness.Thelifeinthecitycanbecolourfulandindifferent.JustliketheblogIreadthismorning.

　　Itisanunfairworld,Itriedmanytimestochangetoadapttotheunfairworld.Nomatterwhereyouare,nomatterwhereIam,Ihopewecanliveahappylife!